A Genuine Nothing.
You'll never really know me.
No matter what you think.
I'm a typo queen.
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I doubt you’ll ever see this..so here’s my thoughts.
You were my sky. My sun, my moon, my stars. You were my world.
I tried so hard to keep you by my side, even though you’d tell me now and then, I didn’t need to try, and I’d always have you.
You were the only thing that really made me feel better, complete you could say..
I gave you the world. I wanted you to become a better person.. Not a heartless bitch.
I sadly still think of you every hour, every minute, to every second.
You’re still my sky. My moon. My stars..
And you’re most definitely still my world
I wish for the day you come back.. And honestly, I needed you now..more than I’ve ever needed anyone.
My brother said, “Don’t feel this way. You don’t take shit from ANYONE. You’re stronger than that..”
I want to be as strong as he thinks I am with this.. But I don’t think I can.
I love you. I’ll probably never stop loving you. You were the first to truly have my heart. I want it back.
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It’s coming all down.
It really sucks, when you feel like the one person you’ve ever really given a shit about and ever truly loved more than anyone else..is starting to slip away.
I can’t save myself this time…only time will tell where this ends up.
All I know is I haven’t been myself, and I can’t sleep because of this.
Save me.
